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🐉I draw people and create worlds when I'm not making friends in insane ways. Integrity. Waiting for my Link. @blackrosedf DM me to buy my art

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What it looks like to have one brow mostly done and the other barely done.

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💀💀💀 still my fav album

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Last week I managed to somehow talk @rachelchasey into watching Lord of the Rings which turned into a full out extended edition marathon (forever proud of her for being so badass to do it in one sitting). And the entire time we kept pointing out how our friendship was literally both Sam and Frodo and Legolas and Gimli at the same time. And today something happened I haven't been able to get out of my mind. Rachel sitting next to me and after I leaned back after seeing if I had any soda left she just put her head right down in my lap on my arm and just snuggled there. And that was the moment I realized that we had gotten to a point of being this emotional support for each other without any need at all for words. This girl has supported me through hours upon hours of phone calls in the last month just to talk with me through what I've been going through. She is the one stubborn enough to ignore my pleads to not come over and drive to my apartment anyways just to physically be in the same place as me as I curl up in a ball in a corner of my bed in a corner of my room totally mentally shut down. She puts up with me verbally lashing out when I have a mental breakdown. She sees the best and worst in me and tells me that it will be ok. And I don't know how she does it. I don't know how I got so freaking lucky to have a best friend like her. A person that always has my back. That in two seconds knows just how bad my depression is hitting me. That stubbornly refuses to leave me alone when I'm screaming at her to. That calls me twenty times in a row until I pick up the phone. And I am so glad to have her as my partner in crime. And the people we end up with.... they better learn real quick that you do not take my Frodo away from me and you don't go through anything without your Sam there by your side.

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Cannot get a good enough picture of my @gaiapatra inspired makeup today (when don't I channel her? She's amazing) but I'm so in love wth this. Used one of my @nyxcosmetics liquid lipsticks for eyeshadow since I barely wear them anyways and kinda obsessed. Definitely doing that again. Would you guys want me to go live one time doing my makeup particularly my brows? Just curious. Ps. Lipstick is merlot from Blackheart which I get at @hottopic

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Finished this awesome piece of the gorgeous @kyliedevyn just now. Got a little inspired by an aesthetic picture on Pinterest. Just had to get it down on paper. Quite pleased. DM me if you want to buy this piece or any other piece of mine. #gothgirl #goth #portrait #portraitartist #kyliedevyn #art #artist #artforsale #artistsoninstagram #artistsofinstagram #mixedmedia #miw #miwgirlfriends #miwfanart

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Haven't had one of these in a while. Makeup not too bad for being done right after waking up and very limited time to do it 😂my hair needs touched up though once I have some money to buy hair dye. #alternativegirl #goth #gothgirl #alternative

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Really holding to this right now. Last week I said I should have a lot of good come through. I then slowly watched as each hope got taken away. Followed by learning about a personal thing that just really hit home (I'll probably go into details when I know more). Oh. And then my phone somehow got knocked off my bathroom counter and for the first time in the 7 years I have owned some kind of phone I have a badly cracked screen. I think my life is officially reaching a rock bottom. I've been keeping rather quiet on this but I currently face a lot of financial issues, which is why I really want to be selling art pieces. I would like to get a job but I don't live in area where that's easy to do and public transport hasn't proven too reliable in my experience. Right now I also face a very daunting question of "where can I live?" as my housing situation has... shifted in a way that I will likely be finding myself needing to come up with some housing arrangement since I just don't have the money to pay rent. I want to be selling portraits ASAP so I can maybe get something in my bank account. My dream job is to work behind the scenes for a band selling mercy for something but I just don't really know how to find that job. So. For now. I'll be probably promoting my art almost all the time now with prices for my pieces. I really REALLY need to start selling. Thanks for reading. Sorry for the rant. I've just put off explaining some things long enough. ❤️ #halfheadarmy #art #artist #artforsale #alternativegirl #artistsoninstagram #merchgirl

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Forever enjoying looking at this wall. Granted. Running out of space to put portraits. Really hope to sell most of these! DM me for any interest. Would love to get stuff sold and have some actual money/not be broke as soon as possible. #artistsoninstagram #artist #artistsofinstagram #iamap #alternativegirl #alternativepress #gothart #motionlessinwhite #ashcostello #newyearsday #halfheadarmy #ryanashleymalarkey

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Still in awe I sold this piece to @gaiapatra ❤️❤️❤️ Seriously probably my favorite female on the planet. I get so excited every time she has a new post/Instagram story/snapchat addition/tweet because she's just so sweet, gorgeous, adorable, perfect, etc. Really hope to officially meet her one day and talk with her. Constantly realizing how much we have in common with each other (love of Egypt, love of Reign, love of Buffy the vampire slayer, lace obsessed, etc). Can't say enough about this woman. She's my straight up life muse. #gaiapatra #goth #gothart #artistsofinstagram #artist #artistsoninstagram

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Throwback to this gorgeous @mariabrinkofficial piece I did a few months back. Still one of my favorites. This picture does it no justice. DM for purchase inquiries. 🐉🌹 #mariabrink #inthismoment #mixedmedia #portrait #portraitartist #artist #artforsale #artistsoninstagram #artistsofinstagram #goth #gothart #gothartists

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Jessica Armstrong. Married to Cooper. Age 43. Stay at home mother/grandmother. @rachelchasey and I love to say Jess is mom of the year. She's devoted to her family, a great listener, but has a history herself. Working on her backstory and adding it into Find Me Snow White has been so much fun. She's totally not what you'd expect. By the way, today's post was late because I am officially halfway done with the second draft!! I'll be doing one more draft after this. I'm expecting it to be shorter than the book I have published, so probably just over a hundred pages more or less. But we shall see. #findmesnowwhite #fmsw #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #writersoninstagram

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Spending some time tonight reading back through my actually published novel, The Flames of Arathia. I know I've mentioned it before but this novel seriously means the world to me. It's not long (205 pages if you also read the appendixes) but it's my first. It's four years of work. This time four years ago I was working on part 2 of 3 typing away at the notepad app on an old hand me down iPhone that really just functioned as an iPod touch. I always look at this cover and remind myself that I fought like crazy to get her out into the world. It's the foundation of what I want to build as an author. I picked up the first novel published by my favorite author today and that's when it hit me. One day I want become the next Brandon Sanderson. I want to build a world so in depth that every inch of it has a story to tell. So for the first time in a while I ask, really beg and implore, people to please check the link in my bio and buy this beauty. I'm just about broke and trying to build a career I've been chasing my entire life. So if you want to read the thing that kept me holding on when I just wanted to die, the novel that saved me, please do. Because it means the world to me and I just want to share it with as many people as I can. ❤️🐉 #writersoninstagram #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #fantasynovel #fantasyauthor #theflamesofarathia #brandonsanderson

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Meet Cooper Armstrong. Age 44. Occupation police chief. Coop has been such a character to work with. He's a protective family man who's very accepting of his kids. He's hard working and has not a short fuse but a hot fuse. I chose Cooper off of Agent Cooper from Twin Peaks, which I think is why I had the dream that sparked Find Me Snow White in the first place. A very fitting character to start with. I'll be doing one of these each day, starting with finishing the Armstrong family. #findmesnowwhite #fmsw #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #writersoninstagram

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Played around with my 11 by 14 inch sketchbook yesterday and drew up @ashcostello and this is the result. Had a lot of fun jumping back into portrait art finally. This piece and most of my others are for sale so just DM me for interest and pricing. Really need to start selling and making some money off this. Thanks. ❤️🐉 #newyearsday #wesupportashcostello #ashcostello #halfheadarmy #art #artist #artforsale #artistsofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #goth #gothgirl #gothart #gothartists #mixedmedia

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Sneak peek because I finally finished a portrait. Full pic tomorrow since I've now lost my daylight for a good picture but I'm excited. This ones a good one. 😈🌹🔥

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So excited to do this! As super tight as I am on money (thus my need to sell art pieces. If you'd want to buy just DM me) I couldn't NOT support @ashcostello like this by becoming a patreon. Because I'm tight on money. Because I'm artist trying to make a living off my passion. Supporting Ash like this comes from an understanding of what it's like. I hope I'll be able to keep up the meager $5 a month for this. We all should do what we can to support the artists we love no matter what kind of art they do. I love this genre for the overall support and strength we give each other. This is my way of being able to add my support to someone I look up. ❤️❤️❤️ #halfheadarmy #ashcostello #wesupportashcostello #newyearsday

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A little work from today. Done with sharpie, my hold and white liners, and eyeshadow. Been wanting to do this piece for a while now. DM me if you're interested in this or any of my other pieces 🐉 #skull #roses #sword #mixedmedia #art #artistsoninstagram #artforsale #artistsofinstagram #goth #gothart #gothartist

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So. Finally FINALLY starting to feel like I'm on the other side of this chaos. This week is going to be a crazy one. I've got some things going on that will be defining my next chapter of life. I'm excited but terrified. This will all be defining that I shall be making my own life for myself, which is beyond scary. There will likely be a lot of positive changes coming. One I won't be saying anything on until I get full confirmation this week (this being a little addition to my life I've been wanting for years and aching for the last few months in particular). On another, I won't be saying anything until all is done and squared away because of personal matters but involves a... change of scenery shall we say? There is a lot of things that could happen this week. There is a lot riding on what happens this week. And it's nerve wracking. But I'm so hopeful. Because I've been having such a hard last month and all I want to do is feel more like myself again. Get back to drawing. To doing makeup. To just even the little things of maintaining my life. Needless to say there will probably be some cool announcements this week. Plus jumping into character bios FINALLY now that I'm just short of halfway done with this draft. So here's to this week. Here's to what I'm hoping is the break of my dawn.

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Finally managed to finish this beauty after a few months of life distracting me from it. Love this series so much. Can't wait to get started on the third book. #brandonsanderson #mistborn #mistborntrilogy #thewellofascension

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Taking a moment to post about one of my favorite human beings since I've been seeing how she's been getting some much unneeded hate. Even worse she's getting it after she and her amazing husband had to put their one dog down. I honestly can't stand good people getting hate, especially people who strive so hard to be positive and inspirational to others. @realinnapitts has honestly been such a huge impact on how I run my Instagram. I tend to always trust my gut about a person. It's never proven me wrong. From the first moment I saw @jakepittsbvb post about Inna, I knew she was a good person. A true and genuine soul. The kind of person that is needed more than ever in today's screwed up world. We should show love over hate. It's why I always withhold negative comments about a person on social media. Hate does nothing but hurt. And to give Inna hate when life has already just hurt her.... that's rubbing dirt into an already open wound. I know what that's like. It's been so much of my life, getting kicked while you're already down. I won't stand for someone like Inna having to go through that. Because it doesn't just get at her. It gets at Jake. It gets at their friends and family. It radiates. Love and hate both radiate. So why push hate? Turn on the news and see what hate does. We don't need more of that. We need love. So Inna and Jake, here I am showing that love. Taking that first step to spreading love. Hopefully it reaches out and radiates to others. #blackveilbrides #bvbarmy #innapitts #jakepitts

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Going to start going through Find Me Snow White characters but... for now. This is my wall right across from my bed. I get to look at each of these children while I write. On a side note, still not fully sure what the next few weeks will bring for me. I have so many decisions I'm trying to navigate. I'll be explaining some of what's being going on and why I've been really needing to take space lately after I get a lot of this figured out. For now I'm just taking it easy, day by day. 😊🐉 #chibi #writerscommunity #writersoninstagram #writersofinstagram #findmesnowwhite #fmsw

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Was drawn back to my first @nevertakeitoff post now that the contest is over and they've been announcing the winners. You know, I posted this and entered the contest for the simple reason that I needed to remind myself to fight. The time I made this I was around the start of the biggest and longest breakdown I've had. I thought it wasn't much more than my usual. Yet it wasn't. I know I haven't been posting much as of recently, particularly in how many portraits I do. I've been taking some space lately. It's been a lot of needed space. Mental illness is a war. And I fight it. By getting through each day. Each moment. I get through it moment by moment. Because sometimes that's all we can do. I hope to start drawing again more regularly and really get myself back to where I was. But I won't push myself. I won't sit there and be someone I'm not. Because that isn't fair. I use the phrase "live by integrity" a lot. I mean it. It's something I strive to live by. It makes my chosen vow to hold on until the dawn that much more impactful. Because you know and I know that I mean to live by it as best that I possibly can. Hope you all understand if I don't post as often. I just refuse to act like someone that im not. To act like everything is ok when it's not. That's how you hold on and make it last. You don't fool yourself. Right now I'm facing the darkest part of my depression I have ever faced. And it's hard. So hard. But I push on. Special thanks to @rachelchasey because without her I wouldn't be able to keep holding on. Without her, I'd be giving up. And my vow would be to lie. But she keeps reminding me to keep going. And that's something I will always be grateful for. On the off chance I do win this contest as more than just one bracelet, some of the grand prize would be given to Rachel because she deserves it. Maybe even more than I do. Because she's been my sanity for almost two years now, and without her I wouldn't be the person I am. #nevertakeitoff #ntiofamily #ntio

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Didn't get it but.... hey look at this piece of history. I wasn't even a year old yet when this came out. 😂😂😂😂😂 @vanswarpedtour

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Was looking through Pinterest at Edgar Allen Poe quotes and found this. It's one I actually hadn't seen before. In the strive to be honest and open on here, I have to admit. I have spent so many hours in the last month just trying to get through minute by minute. Mentally, I'm on an edge i would rather not be on. Honestly each hour I get through is a bit of a huge success. I've taken a lot of risks in the last year to get my life how I want it. And right now I'm more terrified than I have ever been. The idea of a tomorrow scares me because of the uncertainty. So I stay still. I stay in a moment where I just hold on to myself. Because that's all I can do. Because I've spent so much of the last month either in or recovering from breakdowns. But that's reality. That's what living with mental illness is. Getting through moment by moment and hoping you have the strength for each of them.

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I've probably thought through what to say for this post a hundred times this morning alone. Let alone yesterday. Or the day before when I finished this. A year. A lot changes in a year. And it's strange. To so badly miss a woman I never got to meet in person. To so badly ache for a new video just to hear her speak. To make me smile. @therealgrimmie didn't deserve what happened. But we are strong. We have survived a year. I don't know how we did. I don't know how we managed to get through it. But we did. And she'd be proud. When I drew this the other day, I couldn't help but think how much has changed. My own improvement. And in my head I could see her smile, saying "good job. I'm proud." I had a thousand things I wanted to say but the words won't come now. So I'll let this piece do all the talking. #christinagrimmie #ripchristinagrimmie #sublimesunday #allisvanity #aiv #portrait #portraitartist #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #mixedmedia #teamgrimmie #cgfamily #cgforever

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November 2016. I was listening to set it off and was struck with an idea based off a dream I'd had back in spring. A small town up in the woods. A tragic loss. Secrets around every corner. Love. Next thing I knew I had a playlist on my phone full of songs that fit a certain feeling. The name of that playlist was Find Me Snow White. Why? Because there was just something about that title. About the two songs the title was born from. It simply fit. This next novel is not my usual. It's not fantasy. It's dark and twisty, deep and heavy. But this ones special. Because of a woman. A voice. @therealgrimmie was tragically lost a year ago today. And as I worked on the original draft of FMSW, I felt her touch in the details. I knew by the time I'd finished the draft that this novel would be special. It would be dedicated to someone special. Find Me Snow White is dedicated to the warm and loving spirit, to the memory of Christina Grimmie and all that she was. All that she stood for. As dark as this novel can be, as heart breaking as it's chapters can be... there is a theme of love. The love of family, of friends, and of soulmates. Love that withstands. Love that is complex, that heals. As I get into each of the characters, I'm sure you'll start to see touches of Christina's spirit. From start to finish, I believe this story was set on my heart for Christina. I don't fully understand why. But I know it has. So I dedicate it to her. She deserves that much. She deserves that honor. For to me, Christina was as special as this novel has become. ❤️🐉 #cgforever #ripchristinagrimmie #allisvanity #aiv #cgfamily #teamgrimmie #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #writersoninstagram #findmesnowwhite #findme #sidea #christinagrimmie

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Simply because why not? 🌹🐉 #halfheadarmy #nomakeup #gothgirl #alternativegirl

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Happy birthday to this awesome guy! @dannysio you've been so fun to meet and I hope to see you again this summer. You're crazy talented on stage and just so nice and laid back off stage. @_syd_love and @zelda_clermont are both so lucky to have you. Keep being awesome.

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Also since it's #tbtI swear this @chenzomauro portrait is one of my absolute favorite pieces. And no. Not just because he's my favorite human. 😂 Miss watching this amazing drummer on stage. Side note. may eventually redraw this. Not sure. For now, shamelessly just reposting this. 😈🐉❤️️ #portraitartist #portrait #miw #miwfanart #motionlessinwhite #vinnymauro #art #artistsoninstagram #mixedmedia

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Ha look at that a finished portrait!! 😂 would have posted this yesterday but as has become typical this month, just was having a really rough day mentally. I will never force positivity or enthusiasm anyways, all that rambling aside, felt the need to draw @jackalltimelow (aka the male and not straight edge version of me) inspired by #lastyoungrenegadeat least color wise. This album is just incredible. Will eventually do the other three members (also will never force myself to draw unless I'm in the headspace for it). 🐉 #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #portrait #portraitartist #mixedmedia #alltimelow #jackbarakat

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Since it's #nationalbestfrienddayhere's a sneakily taken photo of my partner in crime, tormentor, sanity saver, business partner, sister, favorite person to annoy, etc @rachelchasey This girl is the Ricky to my Vinny, Lola to my Mary (you are the smarter one), Mr. Gibbs to my Jack Sparrow, Johnny depp to my Tim burton. I could have posted another picture but why not something of us hanging out as we sit here now? 😂 You've seen more sides of me than anyone else I've ever known. Without you I wouldn't be working on Find Me Snow White. Without you we wouldn't be where we are now and where we are going. Can't wait to (hopefully) take at least one road trip this summer but at least make some more awesome memories we are sure not to forget. Thanks for putting up with me. Seriously don't know how you do it. We all know I am just so very sadistic and, well, insane (beautiful way yet to be determined). 😈❤️

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Love being able to work on Find Me Snow White. The last few months have been just hard for me emotionally. My mental health has given me more a fight in the last month than it ever has. This next novel has become my sanctuary. As I work on the second draft I can just really feel the spirit of this project. This ones special. It's dark. It's heavy. It's going to make your heart break. But it's got beauty too. Charm. It's got its shocking moments and twists to keep you on your toes. It's got soul. I don't know how to explain it. Each chapter has a certain song tied to it. They set a tone. Make you feel what the characters feel. This one.... it's keeping me together. It's reminding me of what I am at the heart. A story teller. And I can't wait to share this story. Because it, like The Flames of Arathia, is coming out of a time in my life that is testing every inch of me. At the end of the day.... writing is my breath. It echoes the pieces of me that are dark and twisty. It echoes proof that there is within the scars and imperfections a beauty that is simply breathtaking. #writersoninstagram #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #findmesnowwhite #fmsw

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Back at drawing. Been listening to #lastyoungrenegadealmost non stop since Friday. It's the perfect soundtrack to my newest novel. It's also perfect inspiration for this #wipof @jackalltimelow and my next three portraits I'll be working on (I've only put art on hold since my biggest tool decided to give out on me and I had to do a sharpie restock). Seriously @alltimelow has become tied for favorite band (which I didn't think anyone could even do) with this album. If you haven't heard it yet, go. Do it. Thank me later. Fingers crossed I get the chance to meet these guys and hear some of these songs live this summer when they come to Pittsburgh.

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Snapchat gave filter for remake of the movie that defined my childhood. What else was I supposed to do but play with it? 😂 kinda in love with it though. No lie. @themummy is the one movie I really want the money to see this month. It looks way too good 😭😭😭😭

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I have officially finished the first draft of my next novel to be published and oh my god it feels good! Find Me Snow White and it's eventual sequel will be the only two non fantasy novels I write. And I am so excited. I didn't think this would be my next work. But. As you can tell. I've been busy. In the last four days I have written over half of the first draft. This originally started as just something fun to play around with for @rachelchasey but ended up becoming so much more. We both just fell in love with the plot and I decided it had to be a full novel. With the first draft down I am so excited to begin work on the second draft which will really fill out what was started in the first one. I am also excited to introduce the different characters that I've been drawing out. Through their introductions you'll learn more about plot itself. This is perhaps one of my most intense and in a way darkest plots I have ever created. It is not for the weak or more closed of minds. But in all honesty, this 34 chapter beauty may be one of my greatest works. So. To a strong beginning. I hope you're all as excited as I am. This surely is a thrill ride. ❤️🐉 #novel #writersofinstagram #writersoninstagram #writerscommunity #findmesnowwhite #fmsw

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